Food.A good sign that my mental health is improving is I've been back in the kitchen having fun again c:
I make curry fairly often, using it as a dish to throw in leftover protein and veg from the fridge. I vary on my spices too, so all my curries are a little different. Without meaning to, I probably made the best Tikka Masala I ever have by accident? My wife demanded I write down what I did this time haha.
Last week I went to a small potluck at my not-boss' house and I got to help make pasta by hand! I love every tactile hobby goddddd I love touching things. I brought zucchini gratin as a side, got nice comments about the taste and texture c:
For mom's 72nd birthday I made a generously stuffed chicken pot pie and my father who notoriously doesn't care for leftovers said he was going to eat it for lunch the next day <3 Speaking of dad, for father's day I made a small blueberry cobbler.
I have leftover chicken breast and plenty of greens, so tonight I think I'm gonna make some spring rolls.
Health.Mostly positive updates: Went over my x-ray with my doctor and he showed me while I have some mild curving happening in my lumbar, my alignment looked great. Thankfully all my issues have been purely muscular since late April, so I'm not worried about having a disc issue anymore. Still recovering from the strain but mobility is way better and my pain has significantly reduced. I was able to take a steroid for a week to help with the last big inflammation flare up I was still having - so I'm going back to work next week.
Miss giving massage - but also need money :|; On one hand I was able to afford taking the time off but on the other I had to sweep through most of my savings due to medical bills + rising cost of Literally Everything.
Media.Working through S1 of
Interview With The Vampire and I'm obsessed with it. I've been scribbling notes/feelings while watching, so I'll transcribe them in a big post once I finish S1. Really enjoying my time with it - the tender fucked up messy queer intimacy is everything to me.
MARINA'S newest album
Princess of Power was so timely for me because I was re-listening to
Electra Heart and remembering how much I love her. My favorite tracks off the new album are
Butterfly and
Rollercoaster. Happy pride month to me, I love women so much!!!!
I played through CHP3+4 of
Deltarune and am taking a break before replaying them. Toby Fox continues to consensually emotionally assault me with his music and characters. I love Susie SO MUCH. I also picked up
Picross Logiart Grimoire, my first picross game in a long time. Very cute mascot character, really enjoy the puzzles and the ease of difficulty.
Hobby Life.I joined the
washi station's discord awhile back and have done some stationery trades. I'm excitedly waiting for the mail to come this afternoon because I sent a bunch of sticker sheets to a new friend who is sending me back a bunch of fountain pen ink samples *_* Can't wait to swatch and art and write.
I've been making cards for the
Point of Pride charity who fundraise medical procedures for the trans community and send out free binders/shapeware. Between me and my wife, we're aiming to finish 50 between us before mailing them in.
And generally nice things that happened to me:
- My friend sent me a letter and included some adorable bear stickers with it.
- I got a fresh haircut and the back of my neck is nice and cool.
- Multiple clients reached out to see how I was doing.
- My brother bought me gelato just because.
I have been using my paper journals to deal with a lot of the hard, sharp edged feelings that life has planted in me. I think that's the way to go.
In the meantime, I have several things to look forward to over the summer including a day trip and my wedding anniversary c:
Let me know if you have any adventures or joys coming up!